Where Have I Been?

Well, that’s a question.  Lots of things have happened to me in the ensuing months since I got my net shut off.  Sir was unemployed for a few months after a semester in school.  We were struggling a lot with no income.  But he is now gainfully employed again and making more than at his last job.  So, that’s a plus.

However, things haven’t been so peachy between us.  We entered counseling to help deal with issues we’ve been having.  It doesn’t seem to be helping.  We still keep fighting over the same things.  I am not sure what is going on; if it’s the 7 year itch or what.  He spends so much of his free time on the computer talking to other people and so little of it with me.  He isn’t even really trying to be the leader anymore either.  I don’t know if he’s depressed or what is going on.  On one hand, it makes me sad, but on the other, I don’t really care anymore.  I’m tired of fighting for scraps.  We haven’t been in counseling long, so maybe it will pay off after a bit longer.

I’ll try not to let my blog get too depressing while we sort all this stuff out.  But if I’m not posting much, you’ll know why.

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